Ever since I met you I feel a lot of color has come back for me

Meeting you was the best fate of luck god could have given me

I believe the first time we really started interacting was at Bush Gardens

I was not expecting to have any fun that day but seeing your smile changed that

Knowing I could help you overcome your fears made me feel more confident to overcome my own

Plus it had been a while were I felt useful rather then a hassle

You have really helped me out in a lot of ways and I think you being in my life has made me a better son,brother and person in general

Since today is your birthday I want to give all my gratitude to you and continue giving it even when it isn't your birthday

Now before the "true" letter starts I want to begin by saying sorry for all the hardship I brought upon us, you don't deserve any of it.

I know it isn't easy and everyday I feel bad for what I caused in the end I just want you to be happy.